Last night was me and my boyfriends anniversary. He’s been busy with his band and work lately so we haven’t been able to talk much so I’ve been really down and he knew that.

So last night he IM’d me and told me he needed to talk to me about something. My heart started beating faster and faster and i was bracing myself for him to dump me but instead he told me he felt horrible that he’s been so busy and hasn’t been able to talk to me much and he loved me so much and missed me more than anything. I was so happy and told him it was fine and we talked for about an hour then out of no where he stopped talking and i was worried. 30 minutes later he sent me an IM that said,

“Happy anniversary to the minute baby girl. I love you more than anything.”

I was so surprised he remembered our anniversary to the minute.

He also told me he was going to come visit me and go to the parade of lights this weekend.
The parade of lights is a parade of floats that are decorated so beautifully with gorgeous lights and he knew how much it would mean to me that he be there with me.

He’s the most amazing boyfriend ever. I love him so much

Krystian

My boyfriend and I weren’t getting along. The fact that he lived thousands of miles away, was finally getting to me. I hated myself for being so upset and cranky all the time with him. In the past, our relationship was always full of love and he was always there to make me feel better.

Maybe I was getting so upset all of a sudden because I knew i would have to wait another year to see him. I started pushing him away and doing that only hurt him and I. I loved my boyfriend and I knew I did not want him out of my life, but i had no idea how to let this ache go.

One day, Jordan asked me whats wrong and I finally broke down and I told him the truth. I told him I needed some assurance. I needed to touch him so how, I needed to smell him somehow.

About a week later, I received a letter from fedex, stating I received a package that I needed to pick up. When I went and got the package, I discovered it was from my boyfriend. I opened it and I found a stuffed teddy, his hoodie which smelled like his cologne and a little gold heart shaped necklace. The note he wrote to me said “This is the best I can do for now You are my one and only - Jordan” I started crying and I instantly, I let the ache go.

Jennifer